hawkstar``

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Hawkstar.

I have lived for 40 moons.
Such a weary existence.
Born to the Clan of THUNDER.
Don't judge me on my clan.
Sex me up, I'm a MALE.
What were you expecting?
I stand beside my Clan as a LEADER.
A damn good one if I may say so.
I am toyger of medium build with grass green eyes.
Don't dare laugh.

To go into detail, I am lithe with a body that would suit a windclan cat more than one of thunderclan. My pelt is a rich caramel hue that lightens around my face and eyes and darkens at my paws and tail tip. I am striped with black, some like lightning bolts of my head. The stripes on my back are a darker brown and blend well into my fur. My eyes are large, and being grass green they often give me an appearance of innocence. I have long white whiskers that give me a very distinctive look. Due to where I was born and spent my life in, I have longer than normal claws and I tend to shimmer in some lights..

I may be a bitch, but this is how I act;
I am kind of an act first,think later cat. I have over the years,started to think things through before doing them,but in battles or border fights I forget to think.I am ambitious but would never kill nor lie to get a higher place.I am is a bit resentful toward loners and rouges as they killed a close friend but I will be decent toward them,if they do the same. I am considered somewhat vicious by close friends.

In a way I am a bit like the leader before me;alway a bit teasing,a bit arrogant. Mostly it is because I love my clan and would do almost anything for them, but I can't say that I'm not a prick either.

I am distant at times,and will give orders only to take them back later. This embarrass me, but it is something that I regretfully can't stop. I no longer try; it's not like I can do anything about my past. This rarely happens, so I'm usually alert and ready to give my life for Thunderclan.

Around other clans,I am quiet and share my opinions only when asked.Some think it may be because I have nothing to say to them,or that I have a lot of things to say to them,that could be hurtful,and chooses not to. It's really because I'm so arrogant and sometimes think myself higher than others. Not a really good attribute for a supposable selfless leader to have, but can the other believe that they are any different from me. I like to think I'm the best of them.

Tell them my past. It goes like this;
Kit
I was the first born in the first litter of my mother,so I was rather special to her. A little too special.I had one brother, Breakingkit (massive prick),and a sister,Dawnkit(senseless girl).Breakingkit had a jagged black marking down his white side,hence his name.Dawnkit had sun rise like markings,therefore her name.

My sister and brother were jealous of me,as I got most of our mothers of attention.This may of course only be because I was the most troublesome,but the kits didn't see it that way.They thought if I was gone all their mother's attention would be focused on them;they where right of course.

Dawnkit and Breakingkit chased me out of the clan,using there numbers against me .They drove him into TornadoClan territory,after which they went back to their mothers stomach.I was however lost in enemy territory,where a storm was brewing quickly. I ran out of the territory as fast as I could,trying to go in my clans direction,but ran the other way instead.

Then lost and starving hI ran into a kitty-pet;this she-cat was living in the city,and she was hardened by her way of life so you could barely call her a kitty pet any more.Her heart was softened by me so she 'adopted' him and taught me how to hunt and survive.

They became close,and became mates.She was carrying his kits when she was attacked by a band of rouges and loners.I killed one of them in my rage,and then appalled by my actions I left the city forever. I can't remember what happened to Akala.

I began to go back to the clans,finally scenting a MountainClan cat.I was filled with adrenaline and soon I reached the clan borders.I had no idea if I would be welcome or not,so I stopped at the border,and waited for the morning patrol.I was soon found and brought into camp,a prisoner.This was before Shadowstar was killed along with the deputy.They believe my story that I had gotten chased out of camp by a cougar,but when they saw my glares of hatred at Dawnbrush and Breakingtail they knew the true story.The two cats ran away from the clan,never to be seen again.

Apprentice
I was only an apprentice for a moon,I already knew how to do most things.Nothing much happened during my apprenticing,so there really isn't much to tell.

Warrior
When I became a warrior,he was somewhat unknown to the clan and they didn't truly trust him.He didn't know what had happened with Whitepelt's brother,as they weren't born yet.No one in the clan would tell him the story of it besides the medicine cat,Ebonyleaf.I spent a bit of time with her after I arrived back in camp,as I had caught greencough during one of the winters.

I got an apprentice and trained her to perfection but unfortunately,soon after being made a warrior,Berrytail died of blackcough.

I felt no indifference to Whitepelt and tried to befriend him,but the efforts might have been in vain.I lost possible friends in the clan when this happened,but I didn't care.Then I became deputy;he was proud when that day came.If only my family was there to see it;because when that day came my mother had died.

Leader

Whitestar had died suddenly and I was young and unsure. I became leader before seeking starclans advice. Receiving nothing in return my pleas, I went away on a journey. I was captured to be a ratter on a shabby ship and became quite dirty myself. I left as soon as I could but when I returned I had run into the infamous rouge, Shade. We had 'talked' along with my deputy and he asked my to help him kill the rest of the clans... I wasn't sure. I had told him I was appalled by this but given enough evidence I would consider helping. Before I received this evidence though Starclan drew me away from my clan to help lead this Thunderclan... I have been here for moons helping this clan, hoping that one day I would be allowed to lead MY clan again.